I need to escape this grayness
Nov. 18th, 2004 10:04 amToday I want to be somewhere warm. Somewhere where the sun is shining, and the air smells of sun-warmed aromatic plants and pine needles. Somewhere high and quiet where the only sound is the sighing of the wind and the occasional trill of a bird hunting seeds or insects in crevices in the rocks.
In the old (pre-child) days we used to go to the Mediterranean, to Mallorca or Cyprus or southern Spain, for a week in December or January. It used to see me through this dark, gray time of year which I find so hard. But now, because of the school Christmas holidays being so short, we can't do that any more, and I miss it.
Gah. I struggle with this time of year. I struggle with Christmas, despite the kids being so wonderfully into it. Roll on the solstice, when at least I can console myself with thoughts of Spring and the days getting longer.
In the old (pre-child) days we used to go to the Mediterranean, to Mallorca or Cyprus or southern Spain, for a week in December or January. It used to see me through this dark, gray time of year which I find so hard. But now, because of the school Christmas holidays being so short, we can't do that any more, and I miss it.
Gah. I struggle with this time of year. I struggle with Christmas, despite the kids being so wonderfully into it. Roll on the solstice, when at least I can console myself with thoughts of Spring and the days getting longer.